Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty,
And I'm barely listening to last demands.
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am.
I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with bigh block letters adherent to my chest,
That tells your new friends I am a visitory here...
I am not permanent.
And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am.

You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex,
A stranger with your door key explaining, that I am just visiting.
And, I am finally seeing, why I was the one worth leaving.

D.C. sleeps alone tonight.

The district sleeps alone tonight, after the bars turn out their lights.
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening,
And I am finally seeing, why I was the one worth leaving.

THISISMETHINKINGOFYOU.

So I never really explained the brillance of Amanda.

Amanda is the type of girl that reassures you when your feeling super shitty. And, when you feel like you've just made the HUGEST mistake of your life. She's stunning, hence she brings "all the boys to her yard". She's never doubted me, nor put me down, which is something I get a lot from my "best friends". She appreciates me in every way, and makes me tea when I wake up. Amanda isn't selfish, and she doesn't brag or take anything for granted. This girl has the hottest parties in town. Amanda has the prettiest hair in this town also, despite the fact she washes it once a week or so. So general, Amanda is great at heart.

These are the reasons that make Amanda my best friend.

P.S. 2 MORE DAYS UNTIL SHE GETS HOME.

jeepers creepers 2 is the scariest fucking movie in the world and i think i just scared my whole family from screaming sooo loud

i feel like the biggest pussy becuase i have 2 10 yuear old cousins laughing at this

LOSEr

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I called you up to see if maybe we could hang,
I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely.
I bit my lip, and you said yes.
And I thought of how beautiful the night would be,
And I thought maybe we could drive around,
Talking about your town.
Or, we could just stay at home.
I could win over acting cool,
Just like real romance.

I'msoridiculous.I'msoridiculous.I'msoridiculous.I'msoridiculous.I'msoridiculous.

Butyoukindamademynight.

I ran up and down my stairs about 57 times because Wyatt totally made my night.

ECSTACITY.

And yeah, for the most part, secret crushes are real fucking stupid, but sometimes, ehhhh. I swear, I swear, I'd try my best to make you smile.

Whateva.

Itwasyourhellothatkeptmehangingoneverywordandyourgoodbyeitkeepsmelisteningforyourvoicearoundeachcorner.

And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets,
And stay awake through summer like we own the heat,
Singing "everybody wake up, it's time to get down!"
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight,
I bet we laugh.

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever,
So we can stay like this forever.
And we'll never miss a party,
Cause we keep them going constantly,
And we'll never have to listen,
To anyone, about anything,
Cause it's all been done,
And it's all been said,
We're the coolest kids,
And we take what we can get.

Your just jealous cause I'm young & in love.
Your stomach's filled up but your starved for conversation.
Your spending all your nights growing old in your bed,
and your tearin' up your photos cause you wanna forget,
It's over.

This reminds me sooo much of last night. IwishIcouldcall<3

THE E-GIRL CASE:

Erik, Samantha, & Amanda VS. Kalen

DUH, we won the case. E-girls, E-girls, E-girls...It's great to be right.

And I must admit, It was extremely flattering to get a fantastic song dedicated to me. "Oyster Bay" has impacted my life, THANK YOU, Garrett, Kevin, the clappers Amanda & Kalen, and the others that played along.

I'm glad I got aquainted with the nice kids in town. And oh, a special acception, North Carolina<3.

I have a feeling I'm going to go through some pretty tough withdrawl symptoms while Amanda leaves. :0(

Late night talks are the best. xo.

I'm cool now because I stayed up until 5 a.m. on the same couch as "John Von".

AMMMANNNNNDAAAA = Hands down: FUNNIEST DRUNK EVER.

From here on out, I promise to wear my seltbelt everywhere.

And, I cannot wait until me & Amanda move in together next year. House party, woot woot. :0)

( And it was your hello, that kept me hanging on every word... )
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